Paying tuition fee to trade Options

It is a year of learning - how to manage my emotion to cut loss and to be patient in waiting for the right setup to trade. I have yet to find the best methodology for myself and am reflecting if options trading is suitable for me.

Best of year : Options and shares trading in BYD and OXY.

Worst of year : BABA, TSLA and META options where I did not stick to rules to cut loss early and suffer high % losses.

My investment portfolio is in red - I will slowly accumulate some good shares while waiting for markets to rebound.