I want to do right by my family I really put them through hell with my...

I want to do right by my family I really put them through hell with my bad decisions I went away for 8 years but now I revised my life and made good use of sitting in a box and want nothing more then to make some good decisions for our family's needs and I'm new to the stock market so I'm trying with what little extra money I have thank u for hearing me out